i guess theres a few opportunities I've had that i didn't take up. i couldve had a child. i couldve stayed living in America. i couldve stayed living in the UK. i couldve kept modelling when i was twenty. i couldve been married by now. i couldve stayed at uni; both times i started !!
but at the time, when those chances were there, i chose to walk a different path. and I'm happy about that today. I'm living the life i have chosen, not a life directed by circumstances
and the truth is i might still have and/or raise a child. i might end up living in the states or the UK. maybe if i get a veneer make over and learn how to walk like a lady again i could do some middle age modelling :-) i could start uni again someday. i don't know whats in store for me. but i know i feel a level of contentment and at times excitement about the unknown.
i have no regrets. i have sad memories and character lines in my soul. but i have no regrets. and life is full of do-overs.
no regrets... :-) i really like your writing style.you seem to cut through the extraneous and get right to the nub of your subject.a simple,elegant post...excellent:-)
ReplyDeleteThank you .. That's the best compliment anyone could give me. Much appreciated.
ReplyDeleteYou're in a great place San =)
ReplyDeleteMy sweet San, this post made me cry. I'm still crying, mostly with gratitude for having such an amazing friend. I can't imagine what I would do if I ever lost you. The only thing that makes me know we would both be OK is that our spiritual connection is so deep that whoever goes first will be there, watching and loving the other one from the other side. I don't believe this I know it like I know my own name. Big love honey. xo
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