this is a hard one. is it ever my choice to let go? is there an exact moment where the letting go takes place?
how much work do i need to do? what kind of work? how long does it take? if i let it go did it ever really mean anything? did it ever really mean anything so i should let it go?
do i work on letting it go or do i turn away and work on something else in the hope that when i turn back it will be gone?
is the pain i sometimes feel because i cant let it go? or is the pain seemingly attached to that but if it hadn't been that then really, it would've been something else. was the pain was coming anyway?
wanting to let go of someone and wishing you didn't know them can sometimes be one wish in the same..but not always..
in the future, god only knows when, i will have completely let go..as i have of everyone else in my past..but it is not up to me when..the heart exists in a world i have no control over..
but i can control my actions.. and i take actions that tell the universe that i wish to be granted the grace to let go..and then tomorrow i will get up and take another step forward..that is my choice from the list of choices that are mine to make..
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